Counting the days

Counting the days until the we have to leave for salt lake......why is it the days are going way to fast. I 've been getting everything ready for the trip just keeping busy to keep my mind off of the fact that in 6 days my little boys heart will be stopped and restarted for 20 min that he will once again be in the ICU and I will not be able to hold him close to me. I listen to my favorite song everyday to keep my spirit up and keep me getting things done.

Don't give up


It's just the weight of the world

When your heart's heavy

I...I will lift it for you



Don't give up

Because you want to be heard

If silence keeps you

I...I will break it for you



Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved



Don't give up

It's just the hurt that you hide

When you're lost inside

I...I will be there to find you



Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright

If darkness blinds you

I...I will shine to guide you



Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved



You are loved

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

Don't give up

Every one needs to be heard

You are loved

I am ready to face the storm that lays ahead of us
My lists are made and I am ready to do what it takes to get Connor better and back home to enjoy the summer I will not give up .