Moving up

Conners stats the top number is his heart rate second number is his breaths per minute and the third his oxygen stats

Connor has been moved to the surgical unit for recovery which means we are on our way home in a few days.

He had an echo today and we were told his heart is not functioning at its fully ability and that he would need to take heart meds to make it work better....I immediately freaked my mind started wondering into the what if mode. Does this mean his heart will fail or is it that it got damaged during the surgery???? My mind was racing I wanted answers so they had one of the doctors come and talk to us about the medication.

Connor will need to take the heart med for the next couple of months and repeat echo's on his heart every couple of weeks to see the function.

I know we have a long road head of us after we get released from the hospital in a few days we will need to be down here in two weeks for the echo and Connor will need the oxygen when he his home for the time being .

I am always worried about the what ifs ......................All I want is the future to be clear that I can watch my son grow older with me and have a full life. I worry and my head hurts most of the time I guess I hoped for the thumbs up after this surgery.



 I will continue to believe in miracles and the power of LOVE.