Love of my Life

Love of my Life

Heart Mother

One day my world came crashing down,I'll never be the same.They told me that my child was sick.I thought, "am I to blame"?I don't think I can handle this.I am really not that strong.It seemed my heart was breaking.I have loved him for so long.I will not give up on this child.I will listen to your advice.I will give my child any chance.No matter what the price.I will learn all that I need to help my child thrive.I'll even use that feeding tube.My child must survive!Will he need a lot of therapy?Will he gain the needed weight?Please God, help me do this.I will accept our fate.When the monitors beep at night, it serves as my reminder.How many parents would love that sound.Tomorrow I will be kinder.As another Angel earns his wings,I run to my child's bed.I watch him sleep for quite a while.I bend down and kiss his head.I cry for the parents whose hearts have been broken.I look to You wondering why?Oh Lord, I just can't know your ways....no matter how I try.And yet, I trust you hold his life, and guide us through each day.My mind says savor each moment he's here,but my heart begs, "PLEASE let him stay"!From pacing the surgical waiting room, to sitting by his bed.From wishing for a good nights sleep, to learning every med.From wondering, "will he be alright?", to watching him reach out his hands.With every smile my heart just melts, despite life's harsh demands.For all who see that faded line.I look to them and smile.You see my child is loved so much.I would face ANY trial.That scar I trace with my finger (It's the door to his beautiful heart).God must have known how much I'd love him (Just as He loved him from the start).A heart mom is always a heart mom.Now wise beyond her years.For those who have angels in heaven,Our hearts share in all of your tears.Every day I will try and remember,I was chosen for him (and no other).I will always embrace that beautiful day.......When I became a "Heart Mother"

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Happy Happy Birthday

So long time no blog..............................I know with all the summer stuff going on getting on the computer has been a little hard to do!!!!!

So I'll try to get you up to speed....................Michael and Mckenna went home and WOW its hard to see them go. I miss their help and all the fun............

Connor had his doctors appointment and all looked great !!!! Best of all  NO MORE OXYGEN!!!!!!!!!

He  is just a normal 7 month old............................... Thats right we made it .....................................on the 30th was the 7th month mark..............Happy Birthday my little man........................................................ you make everyday worth living and make the world go round for me LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU

Whittney Brianna my 9 year old just celebrated her birthday today ....................Where did the time go she is so so like he dad which drives me crazy sometimes but she does have a sweet heart <3

We celebrated with a carnival for her and it was a blast....................We had alot of people over and Thank heavens it turned out great >>>>>>>>> And she got her DSI which was the only thing she wanted.

Posted by Connor my little frog at 12:00 AM

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