He is so strong and there is no stopping him.
Tonite while I was rocking him he started giving me loves, he grabs your cheeks and pulls you into him and gives you the sloppiest kiss but the best in the world !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He will pull away and give you a smile and then do it again ..................Tonite I received 20 sloppy kisses and I have to say my heart melted <3 <3 <3
Lately I have been worried about the next time we have to take him back???????????????
I know it will be in the next year or so but I just hate hate hate it .
I sometimes I forget that he is sick untill I look back at his pictures and see how grey and blue he was :( I wish I could make him better for good, but I'll take what they have for now. Just pray for 3 or more years till the Fontane :)
I do laugh.................... a lot of people think that he is all done with the surgeries............ and I guess untill you have been there you dont know alot about the heart and how it all works.
I have to admit I had no clue, I just worried about the other problems that you think your baby might get.................................................. not the big one such as CHD.
I also was not into donating your organs.......................................................................................
I guess God need to humble me.
It has made me now be a donor.
I also use to judge people that wore masks on my plane, not thinking maybe they had something to protect such as their lives............
Life has a funny way of letting you know, you dont know anything................................
I pray someday they find away to create a heart for my little boy that lets him live to the fullest.............
I also know if I could give him my heart I would in a minute.....
I know you all might find this weird but I made my husband promise if ever anything happens to me that connor gets my heart (I am sure he is compatible but then again I dont know much how that is all done ) I want to make sure he gets mine...............................
It might be the fact everyday I see him grow a little peice of me hurts................................................ I dont want to ever let him go.
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Thanks for the comment on my blog. It doesn't change what we are going through with our sweet babies, but it sure does help to know someone else has been through it and understands your feelings. I hate the question, so your baby had his surgery and is better now right? I want to scream sometimes because #1 he still has many surgeries down the road, and #2 will you ever feel like they are completely "better." Your Connor is adorable! Has he had the Glen done yet? My email is heidigunnell@gmail.com might be easier to communicate than blogs.
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