Just a little blue?

I say  this often he seems a little blue today? I wish I didn't have to but for the last two days Connor has been blue sating in the low 70s it makes me cry and worry! I know its a illiness but when he doesnt show signs except the blueness it drives me crazy and I was suppost to go to work which of course I wouldnt and didnt !!!

Personally  On top of it all I feel like I am always the cat that gets kicked !!!

Its the old story that starts with a women going to work and getting yelled at then she yells at her husband etc and then the kid kicks the cat >>> Well I'm the cat

Not very happy with my partner for flying with his womanizing brother so I have to deal with his behavior while hes flying around acting like a fool

I try to go and do what my heart tells me and get slapped in the face by people friends etc
I am sick of the kick so for all of those that know me stop kicking me and do things for yourself I am too over whelmed and sick of the shitoola!!!!!

On a high note this friday is the heart moms luncheon and I am so so looking forward seeing my heart sisters.

Ok just had to vent and note to myself next time I think to go and help some one .....o to do their taxes and bids etc DONT !!!!! I am not being the KICKED CAT ANY  M ORE find a new animal to kick

Thank you Ivy