Today you are you! That is truer than true! There is no one alive who is you-er than you!

Where do we begin or start I started this blog to vent to say what could say to people around me the pain my heart was in was unbearable

We have moments minutes seconds where things slowly become normal again a new normal but normal and time flys by

Connor is a light of my life he's personality has surpassed what could ever imagine his zest for living his compassion and love for others is amazing

The kid is great at sports basketball is his favorite then soccer and baseball he has a amazing arm this might be his sport !!!

His heart is strong and we wait each year to go in everything is looking favorable but my heart hurts for the day he might not be able to the sports he loves

My kids are doing well I'm ok life is good

We all have struggles but we push through

Here's some highlights of Connors did I mention he had his wish granted by make a wish it was magic seeing him see lightening McQueen and what Disney did for my little boy never forgotten the three days of delight and wonder he truly believes they are alive and that's fine by me
He held his little lightening McQueen through all his surgeries it what gave him joy to see his eyes light up I could not hold back tears it was sureal
space mountain  the log flume are his favorites and the cars ride is the top ride of all times I think we rode it 25 times it was amazing days for a well deserved little man

Another milestone Connor Started kindergarten this year in Mrs Owens class
can I tell you how he loves school having friends learning and doing what we all take for granted just being normal
Dropping him off at school the kids where fighting over who gets to sit by Connor I almost cried
I worried everyday as he got older would he fit in would he be ok and when the time came he's beyond anything I could imagine he's thriving thriving , does the heart good

He also started playing soccer thanks to a dear friend inviting us to come play on a city team and sweet Michael was nice enough to coach the team he keeps up and runs and tells the players get out of my way lol he's so competitive it is hilarious to watch he makes a great goalie too

All and all Connor is a fighter

I promise to keep my writing up it needs to be done sometimes you just forgot and fall into the norm of life