With Heavy Heart

Our little heart friend Annie has been fighting to stay here on earth. Today Amy wrote that she is declining and will not be here long .
I met Annie while Connor was in CICU and Amy and I were across from each other each day. It was just a short time to become friends but She is amazing and strong. I pray for comfort and peace for Annie and her family. My heart is so heavy and it has been hard on me and I am just a distant friend Its un thinkable to even know what they are going through at this time. Please pray with me today for them :)

I wish in this world no one had to go through this. It breaks my heart .  Its a  slap in the face that we don't have control of anything in our lives. We live with borrowed time just praying to god  to Let our babies stay.

Today I have walked around in a haze I just can not explain it. I feel that I could break down and cry at any moment. I have watched over little annie with hope that she will be home with her mom and family soon after we left the hospital and instead it has turned for the worse.

I have made up my mind I am starting my  company for my heart moms..Its going to be a work in progress but I think I can make a go at this. I just want to give them something that can be close to their heart when their babies go back to heaven

I am with heavy heart I hope that with time I can make this feeling go away its hard to function when you feel like you want to hide under the covers untill all is better

Life is short ..................................................Please kiss your kids........................Love everyone....................Pay it forward ................Pray for Connor and all the Heart babies....................I wish  CHD was not apart of our life.